New Moon

Ok, i'll admit, i'm hurt. Apparently i'm still pretty affected by that fact, and the degree seems to be growing exponentially. And they said time could heal wounds. Right.

I was reading New Moon just now, bad choice, i know, but i don't think i had much of a choice to begin with. Well, the entire purpose of reading was to distract me from thinking of stupid stuff, and, i can only say, it didn't work as well as i thought it would have. Throughout the whole of the two chapters i was skimming through, and on several occasions i had to go back a few paragraphs to at least keep track of what was happening. 

I'm spent, big time. I could swear on my life that this is probably the first time a girl managed to make me so damn emotional for so long. I'm going to need help soon. I know it.