Addicted?

Been playing so much games lately i suddenly feel so guilty. I don't know why i'm doing this, but i know i'm not addicted for sure. Maybe its to distract me from thinking of stuff that i shouldn't be thinking about, or maybe i just don't want to study. Either one of the reasons, i think i should stop playing games. At this rate i'm going, i just may not be able to clear my As with decent result.

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I just found out that she's attached. I mean, it sucks, because somehow that means that i should keep my distance. But the thing is, it's really hard. Everyday in school i try my best to act as normal as i can, staying a good distance away from her, because i don't want her to know, don't want her to have even the slightest idea. Ironic isn't it, i try to stay away from her only because i don't want to scare her away. The feeling is terrible. Too terrible.

Bleh. Forget it. I'll go start mugging about now.