Choice

To have a person ignore you completely is something that is extremely terrible. To have a person that tries to avoid you is something that's worse.

I don't want you to act like this, because it's torturous. I don't even need you to take me as a good friend, just even a friend would suffice, someone that you can joke with, and not try to avoid every single time. Why can't you be the same as before? Wasn't it good then? No barriers, no unhappiness, no nothing, just pure friends. Is it really that hard?

Is it really?