Bleh

My brain doesn't seem to be working as well nowadays. Most of the time it goes "ASDUJXZVBYDASKJWEUHASDJ", on the better days it goes "ASDJIXZCZX Binomail Distribution SAKDJZUXCB Electrochem XZCIJASDNASK E=mc^2 SADUS".

I'm a pessimist, and i realised that a long time ago. That's why i like to joke, to think of life as a joke, mostly. So that my mind has something else to think about rather than emoing. Its ironic really. How a clown like me is a pessimist.

I read this book series when i was young, Animorphs. There was this character, Marco, whom i got this motto from. He was a pessimist too, and had a pretty sad life to go along with, and the only thing that was keeping him from going insane was the fact that he looked at life as much of a joke. Funny how i managed to remember that.

Not to show off or anything, but i believe that my sensitivity is rather high for a guy. Actually, i would much rather be a insensitive tard. I know when a person is feeling down, feeling annoyed, unhappy, or upset. And sometimes, when i realise the problem is caused by me, i get frustrated, really frustrated. 

But, i guess theres nothing much to be done about that. Life was never fair to start with.

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用起伏的背影挡住哭泣的心
有些故事不必说给每个人听
许多眼睛看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见那个自己

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语解开超载的心
有些情绪是该说给懂的人听
你的热泪比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光