I'm stunned. Big time.
What in the world is that supposed to mean?
We can't even be friends now?
And what am i supposed to do?
Just act retarded and pretend like I don't know about it?
That's impossible man. So damn impossible.
Damn it.
Someone tell me what to do. Fast.
Before i end up doing something stupid.
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I give up.
I'm utterly unconvinced.
And yet, there's nothing i can do.
If she wants it this way, then it's staying this way.
I'm spent, tired, exhausted.
No more of this for me.
It's over and done with.
I'm going to sleep now.
When i wake up, i'll remember that i have a bunch of good friends, a good family.
And that's all that i will need.
And all that i will have.
All that i need to know.
Nothing more, nothing less.
Hang on, me.
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A part of me tells me not to give up.
Yet the other tells me, as if that i don't know it yet, that i'm too tired for any more.
"Don't think too much about it", huh?
Sounds so damn easy.
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