What's wrong with me?
Is it really just the college's education system that makes me hate studying so much? Or is it because of her?
I don't know.
Saying that she didn't affect me at all would be pretty much too obvious a lie. But i'm pretty sure she's not the only reason. More like a triggering factor, to be exact.
In TK, I could spend a whole night, and yes i mean a whole night, from 10pm to 8am, doing up geog notes. But now, I couldn't even spend more than 15 minutes reading Econs notes, or any notes for that matter.
It's kind of pathetic really.
Before whatever she did, I was more or less already like this, not caring about homework, tutorials, assignments. They didn't matter the least to me. Only whatever happened amplified this feeling.
But oh wells, it's time to move on, I've been telling myself that a lot. I'm hoping it'll work in due time. Somehow.
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