School's a bitch. Big time. I'm really starting to get the jitters, what with the countdown to prelims being put at the noticeboard outside the GO. A week ago i started making myself revise formulas before i went to sleep, or any time when i wasn't busy, like going them over and over through my head and stuff like that. Now i'm starting to regret it. The headaches are way more than i can handle, not to forget the sleepless nights too.
I don't know. Sometimes, or should i say, everytime when i lie down on my bed at night, i can't help but wonder what i'm doing all this for. Not that i'm doing much, but that's beside the point. So yes, i'm gonna need an A level certificate so that i can get into a good University course and maybe get a PhD. But is that what i really want? We all don't want to screw up our As because everyone else is not gonna screw up, because they keep telling us how important this is. And then 10 years down the road, we realise we're all just pretty much the same, facing the same problems every other singaporean is facing. Money not enough.
Meh, i guess it all boils down to one fact, living here sucks. =(
And on a lighter note, i got hooked onto this song. Yes lag, i know. No matter, someday, i'm gonna sing this song and mean it.
Over You lyrics
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
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