I'm not really sure myself, but i was wondering if i've changed. Changed into a different person. Who am i to judge, though?
They always say "People change". I knew. But i didn't want to change. Tried my best to stay as I always was. And yet, it may be because i held on so much onto the old me that i am unable to move on. To mature. To grow up. To adapt to the changing surroundings. Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows?
Ever since J1, i've been starting to hate this society more. This so-called meritocratic society. I can't even come up with a reason to like it. I was naive then, to think that there were so many people that i could trust. That i could at least communicate with without doubting their sincerity. That could in the least be a decent friend. Naive, was I not?
This elitism society. Ultimate bullshit.
